It hurts to see those people you love getting old, feels like you dont have enought time to show how much you love them while you have your own stuffs and life to do. i think about my mom and my family alot lately... #damn couldnt contact them because my little brother switches the phone off and on. i miss them, i just want to say "how are you" and "how's everything". i have done things just to make them proud of me by getting my higher education, none of my family especially woman, has Master as i do. but i feel like this isnt enough. im sure they dont need money or other material things, they just need cares and love. i was thinking "would my kids cry for me like i did to my mom last night when i missed her". i would be super happy if they do:) i was just thinking how lucky i am, i have my complete family... the further away u left home the stronger the feeling of love for family... mom, dad, sister n brothers. I MISS U
Motherhood! I really enjoy being a mum, perhaps because my kids are young and I am still in complete control of their life! their well being are depends on me as their mum. They said "Teach them what you wanted to learn when you were a little instead of give them what you wish to have" im not sure what I wanted or wish to learn. Perhaps Piano, I always wish I could be able to play any musical instruments or perhaps I wish I have the "people skill" how to deal with people as I was so shy. Most of those leaders aren't really the smartest but one thing they have in common is their skill of how to convincing or pursuing people! I know for sure the only precious thing I could give my kids is my time! playing and explaining thing. they are little so everything is new and there is always new exciting thing for them to know. like last week I told Zack we are going to have a walk to the hill next to little manly beach where there are little bunnies because...
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