It hurts to see those people you love getting old, feels like you dont have enought time to show how much you love them while you have your own stuffs and life to do. i think about my mom and my family alot lately... #damn couldnt contact them because my little brother switches the phone off and on. i miss them, i just want to say "how are you" and "how's everything". i have done things just to make them proud of me by getting my higher education, none of my family especially woman, has Master as i do. but i feel like this isnt enough. im sure they dont need money or other material things, they just need cares and love. i was thinking "would my kids cry for me like i did to my mom last night when i missed her". i would be super happy if they do:) i was just thinking how lucky i am, i have my complete family... the further away u left home the stronger the feeling of love for family... mom, dad, sister n brothers. I MISS U
My full time job just required me to come 4x a week, i had Friday off last week and Monday off this week so basically i had long weekend! which is great so i could have some times for my self and write this blog. well i did work on Saturday part time job but just for 3 hours making $26/hours extra $60 to pay my phone bill. I call my family alot lately as i miss them more and more, this month i spent $90 for my Vodafone! I wanted to go to Brisbane as have never been there but perhaps sometime this month or next month. i cant stuck like this doing nothing but work -eat and sleep. I always end up feeling exhausted at the end of the day and refuse to do anything but sit in the couch and watch TV or sleep. Yesterday i drove to Neutral bay 20 minutes from Manly to see my work mate Maureen, i also met her guy housemate and we had lunch. It was nice. Hose is her housemate is from Mexico and his bf ( i forgot the name) is from Scotland. Everywhere you go in Australia, ...
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