Motherhood

Motherhood!
I really enjoy being a mum, perhaps because my kids are young and I am  still in complete control of their life! their well being are depends on me as their mum. They said "Teach them what you wanted to learn when you were a little instead of give them what you wish to have" im not sure what I wanted or wish to learn. Perhaps Piano, I always wish I could be able to play any musical instruments or perhaps I wish I have the "people skill" how to deal with people as I was so shy. Most of those leaders aren't really the smartest but one thing they have in common is their skill of how to convincing or pursuing people!
I know for sure the only precious thing I could give my kids is my time! playing and explaining thing. they are little so everything is new and there is always new exciting thing for them to know. like last week I told Zack we are going to have a walk to the hill next to little manly beach where there are little bunnies because Noah hasn't seen bunny in his life, that made Zack excited! I keep remind Kevin to put his phone down and plays with Zack as he needs now is our time! I told him perhaps one day he might ask us to get him thing that we couldn't effort to give. now all he wants is our time. I don't think he needs that much toys. playing with sticks or sand on the beach for instance is enough to make him happy as long as mummy and daddy are playing as well.
i always think being a full time mum easy job to do but it isn't, i always wanted to be a career woman, i do enjoy working but spending time with my kids all day feels like more than work. i constantly moving and doing something started from wake up in the morning, feeding, playing, nap time bathing until bed time. plus the housework and cleaning around the house. i cant blame those mum who cant stay still or always on the move even thou their kids are older because they are just get used to it, and constantly do things around the house. my husband said I don't know how to relax.
sometimes when he takes Zack for a walk he means well, so i can have a break from kids but i turn out to do some house work. I am the type of person who cant stay still until the chores are done.
I love my boys so very much, i really enjoy spending time with them, play, talk or dance with zack and Noah. we always up to something everyday, out and about. Noah who is always 5 month getting used to get in and out the car and watch his brother playing or dropping him to school. He would give Zack a big smile each time zack tries to play with him.
i do believe children's' behaviour/attitudes are the reflection of their parents, parents are their very first teachers. Being a parent does change you as a person! you want to show the best of you in front of your children as you want them to be a good person.
i do believe in Law of attraction or some people say it "Karma", what you get is what you give.